So this weekend I went on a trip with my boyfriend and friends to Laughlin Nevada. It was so much fun and I stayed on diet the whole trip. I took my formula man it was kind of a pain in the ass. I really want to try some new formula the premade kind already in boxes it seems so much more convenient. Also I donÃ¢â‚¬â„¢t know why but all of us were back at the hotel room and I had not finished my formula so I was drinking it and I felt so self conscious about it. I am not sure why my boyfriend and friends are great so supportive they never said any thing like why are you drinking that. But for some reason as we were sitting there I just felt like everyone was staring at me (they werenÃ¢â‚¬â„¢t) I think itÃ¢â‚¬â„¢s because that is how I have always felt since I was little. I was kind of picked on because of my PKU not horrible but enough to make me feel this way so many years later. I always just wanted to be Ã¢â‚¬Å“normalÃ¢â‚¬Â I didnÃ¢â‚¬â„¢t let it get to me but I had to share that since I know some of you might have the same feelings.