So today I have been on my diet a whole week and I feel great about it. It has not been as hard as I thoughtâ€¦but last night talking with my family made me crazy. I just feel sometimes they donâ€™t get how hard it is I know they say they do but yet they say that to me as they are sitting there eating spaghetti and meatballs in front of me. I know they support me but sometimes I feel like well what have you had to give up? I know we all have our crosses to bare but sometimes with this it seems mine is bigger then anyone elseâ€™sâ€¦I donâ€™t know I just feel that sometimes the only one who really gets how I feel is my Dad and boyfriend. Like my mom said she will see how long I am on diet because I have gone through this before wanting to get back on diet but never seem to stick with it. I know she supports me but my Dad and boyfriend just are more positive about it. Which I agree with my mom I have done this before but she could at least give me some support and keep those thoughts to herself. I love her to death and I know she wants me to be healthy and happy I just wish she would be more positive about me doing this. Then my sister was like well its not the worst thing you could haveâ€¦she is right but I donâ€™t want to hear that from someone who has no idea about the sacrifices I have to makeâ€¦I know she wants to understand but until you live with it you donâ€™t understand. I want to talk to them about it but if I get mad my mom says oh your levels must be high since I get madâ€¦no how about you are just pissing me off! So I am going to wait to talk to them but talking on this site makes me feel better and I know you guys will understand!