Discouraged. The one word which sums up my entire life at this current moment. Not only am I completely f**king up my diet, I get "the lecture" every gosh darn day. I am a girl though, and when girls are upset they cry, eat chocolate and move the heck on with their lives. As soon as all the chocolate was gone I just kept going. I wasted 2 years of my life on a boy. Who am I kidding. I loved this boy,and now I am here ruined diet and 5 pounds heavier...shout out to the failures out there.