So it's been a while since ive been on here. Alot has happened some are negative but most positive. In December I saw that I was starting to drift away from my diet. also I can see that i was gaining weight and my additued starting to change. I was being rude and i knew my levels were way off. While this was going on I met a guy who seamed like he was going to be good to me. The guy was a total jurk he took me to apple bees and when I told him that I was going to get a salad with out the chicken or cheese he freaked out. He told me that it was weird and he didnt want to have people stairing at him. He ordered the salad for me and a huge thing of chicken strips I think.... When they brought out the salad I was so mad. I sat there and looked at the salad thinking what am i doing??? I'm not going to eat this. What do i say? I looked at my boyfriend and said I'm not eating this. He said well if your going to be with me your going to eat normal and then he tried to get me to eat chicken. I got up and left. Three days later we broke up. it was cause of my pku diet and he said i wasent good enough for him. I felt very hurt that I was treated like that over something I cant change. After that i went to school and my teacher was talking about how he wants us to work on a struggle. I thought my pku is something I needed to work on. But I had very little motavation to get me started. Well then something amazing happened. An old friend from high school called me wanting to talk to me. We started talking about life and how we both crushed on one another. Next thing I know were going out. And he is the best thing that has happend to me. He makes sure I'm on my diet 100% he makes me want to better myself. Now that i have sapourt and the motivation i needed. I'm messuring my food again, taking my blood after so many years and trying to get on my milk again. I'm really happy that I found someone that is not a shamed to be seen with me cause of something so little.