I have hit rock bottom. Legit. I cannot sink lower than I have sunk this past week. Not only has this week been one of the most emotional weeks of my life, it has also been one of the most humiliating. So allow me to take you back to last Sunday. For some unknown reason out of no where's my boyfriend and I split up. That is hugeeeee. We have dated for 2 years.....so needless to say I was an emotional wreck. Fortunately for me it was also the week of the Nova Scotia provincial exhibition. Where I could splurge and spend and eat all the food I know I'm not allowed to. So a) I can guarantee myself a very high level... But also to top it all off my dad caught me ad is very strictly patrolling my diet again... Which in a sense is a terrible thing and in a sense is a good thing because as much as I hate to admit this to myself.... I need help.